Well, Today I ask myself am I making the right choice? Did I just wasting my time after SPM? I've been working at my dad's office and I finally realised that working at my dad's office is totally wasting my time. Why do I say so? I can't learn anything at my dad's workshop or office...Everytime I have to see my dad's faces, always being scold (Well, all the time). I really wanted to build my own career but I realised that my dreams can't come true. My dream is to become a webpage designer and mechanic. Everytime I talk to my dad about taking course, my dad will said it was too expansive...well, taking a course which cost RM8k something...maybe...it was expansive but this is about my future...my career...I was very not happy about it. Well, I didn't mean I not happy because my dad didn't let me get the course but I really can't stand him by working with him...before that, I work with other company, it was ok...at least I don't need to face my dad's faces and let him scold me all the time...I was like a punching bag to my dad...I really wanted to show them that I can, I don't need to get scolded...Well, during the days at my dad's work, I was told to arrange my dad's account. Honestly, my dad's account is a mess that nobody wanted to touch it, even my dad's former clerk also pack her bags. My dad always doing things without system. So that's why I said it was a mess. I always get scolded because of these mess. Well, the reason I help my dad is to study automotive engineering but my dad refuse to teach me...So how? now I planned to find a part time job and earn money by myself to taking the 2 course. Now it is the time to let me proof that I CAN DO IT!