Is that called FREEDOM???

I really can't understand why I always find it so hard to hang out with my friends? All my friends can hanging out anytime but I can't even my parents also the same. They don't even care about my feelings and they just go out whenever they want. I'm not a kid now!!! I have my own freedom!!! Why they still want to control me? I help my dad for 365 days and sometimes without salary...What did they want from me? Yeah, I know...sometimes my dad said I can't help him...maybe...I guess but they just can't lock me at the workshop!!! I wanted to study there but my dad refuse to teach me...I wanted to take my own course but they refuse to pay...SO WHAT????? Well, I'm really not in the mood today...I apologise if I said something rude.