Is that called FREEDOM???

I really can't understand why I always find it so hard to hang out with my friends? All my friends can hanging out anytime but I can't even my parents also the same. They don't even care about my feelings and they just go out whenever they want. I'm not a kid now!!! I have my own freedom!!! Why they still want to control me? I help my dad for 365 days and sometimes without salary...What did they want from me? Yeah, I know...sometimes my dad said I can't help him...maybe...I guess but they just can't lock me at the workshop!!! I wanted to study there but my dad refuse to teach me...I wanted to take my own course but they refuse to pay...SO WHAT????? Well, I'm really not in the mood today...I apologise if I said something rude.

Well, Today I ask myself am I making the right choice? Did I just wasting my time after SPM? I've been working at my dad's office and I finally realised that working at my dad's office is totally wasting my time. Why do I say so? I can't learn anything at my dad's workshop or office...Everytime I have to see my dad's faces, always being scold (Well, all the time). I really wanted to build my own career but I realised that my dreams can't come true. My dream is to become a webpage designer and mechanic. Everytime I talk to my dad about taking course, my dad will said it was too expansive...well, taking a course which cost RM8k something...maybe...it was expansive but this is about my future...my career...I was very not happy about it. Well, I didn't mean I not happy because my dad didn't let me get the course but I really can't stand him by working with him...before that, I work with other company, it was ok...at least I don't need to face my dad's faces and let him scold me all the time...I was like a punching bag to my dad...I really wanted to show them that I can, I don't need to get scolded...Well, during the days at my dad's work, I was told to arrange my dad's account. Honestly, my dad's account is a mess that nobody wanted to touch it, even my dad's former clerk also pack her bags. My dad always doing things without system. So that's why I said it was a mess. I always get scolded because of these mess. Well, the reason I help my dad is to study automotive engineering but my dad refuse to teach me...So how? now I planned to find a part time job and earn money by myself to taking the 2 course. Now it is the time to let me proof that I CAN DO IT!

Prom night at my school

Whoa...that night was really awesome...If you wanna get a drink or food, you gotta wait at least 30 minutes...COOL? haha!

The performance were fine, the food was also fine...I really enjoy myself at that night.

Well, unfortunelately, the dance was quite boring...everybody also shy shy de...only got 2-3 pairs of dancers at the dance floor...and I also can't find my partner because all the girls also shy.

This was the last time I went to school...Honestly, I really miss my school life, before SPM, I totally hate my school but after SPM, suddenly felt like I don't want to leave the school. After this, We all are going to face another new world, The world that is full of challenge.

My life after SPM

It's been a long time I didn update my blog, because I was really busy. Well, FINALLY!!! World War 3 ends...Life is getting boring...boring...and boring...

Now, I worked at my dad's workshop, everyday sleeping, day dreaming, surfing internet, chatting at MSN, working, eating and (Haizzz....Don't want to type it ler...VERY SIEN LAH)

I had planned to entering automotive collage after my result comes out. Besides that, I also planned to take webpage designing course...