Is that called FREEDOM???

I really can't understand why I always find it so hard to hang out with my friends? All my friends can hanging out anytime but I can't even my parents also the same. They don't even care about my feelings and they just go out whenever they want. I'm not a kid now!!! I have my own freedom!!! Why they still want to control me? I help my dad for 365 days and sometimes without salary...What did they want from me? Yeah, I know...sometimes my dad said I can't help him...maybe...I guess but they just can't lock me at the workshop!!! I wanted to study there but my dad refuse to teach me...I wanted to take my own course but they refuse to pay...SO WHAT????? Well, I'm really not in the mood today...I apologise if I said something rude.

Well, Today I ask myself am I making the right choice? Did I just wasting my time after SPM? I've been working at my dad's office and I finally realised that working at my dad's office is totally wasting my time. Why do I say so? I can't learn anything at my dad's workshop or office...Everytime I have to see my dad's faces, always being scold (Well, all the time). I really wanted to build my own career but I realised that my dreams can't come true. My dream is to become a webpage designer and mechanic. Everytime I talk to my dad about taking course, my dad will said it was too expansive...well, taking a course which cost RM8k something...maybe...it was expansive but this is about my future...my career...I was very not happy about it. Well, I didn't mean I not happy because my dad didn't let me get the course but I really can't stand him by working with him...before that, I work with other company, it was ok...at least I don't need to face my dad's faces and let him scold me all the time...I was like a punching bag to my dad...I really wanted to show them that I can, I don't need to get scolded...Well, during the days at my dad's work, I was told to arrange my dad's account. Honestly, my dad's account is a mess that nobody wanted to touch it, even my dad's former clerk also pack her bags. My dad always doing things without system. So that's why I said it was a mess. I always get scolded because of these mess. Well, the reason I help my dad is to study automotive engineering but my dad refuse to teach me...So how? now I planned to find a part time job and earn money by myself to taking the 2 course. Now it is the time to let me proof that I CAN DO IT!

Prom night at my school

Whoa...that night was really awesome...If you wanna get a drink or food, you gotta wait at least 30 minutes...COOL? haha!

The performance were fine, the food was also fine...I really enjoy myself at that night.

Well, unfortunelately, the dance was quite boring...everybody also shy shy de...only got 2-3 pairs of dancers at the dance floor...and I also can't find my partner because all the girls also shy.

This was the last time I went to school...Honestly, I really miss my school life, before SPM, I totally hate my school but after SPM, suddenly felt like I don't want to leave the school. After this, We all are going to face another new world, The world that is full of challenge.

My life after SPM

It's been a long time I didn update my blog, because I was really busy. Well, FINALLY!!! World War 3 ends...Life is getting boring...boring...and boring...

Now, I worked at my dad's workshop, everyday sleeping, day dreaming, surfing internet, chatting at MSN, working, eating and (Haizzz....Don't want to type it ler...VERY SIEN LAH)

I had planned to entering automotive collage after my result comes out. Besides that, I also planned to take webpage designing course...

Prom night after SPM?

Whoa~My school is organised a prom night at Federal Hotel. I was really excited...but the thing that disapointing me is I didn't have partner...*SOB SOB. Anyone want to be my partner on that night? There is somebody said they wat to have it in our school but sombody prefer to have it on hotel. RM10 for school and RM55 for having a prom night at hotel. Well, I also don't have any idea about it, just let the people decides it.

Addicted to become a coffee-aholic

It's been a long time I didn't update my blog, it's been a crazy time and it's quite stress too...My final examination SPM has left 15 days. In these days, I didn't touch my television and laptop. I've been told that there will be no TV until finish my exam. So what I do? I was at my room for 24 hours...i didn't step out of my room except go to kitchen drink a glass of water, go out to have breakfast, lunch and dinner. I always discover a new way for my study...finally, I've think a solution for myself that is study or doing revision at night. Besides that, I also think that coffee, mini hi-fi system, my MP4 would be useful for me. So I started my plan. Everynight, I will make myself a cup of coffee, open radio or listening my MP4, buying some snack eating non-stop for making me feel not tired. You may think that I am insane. Yes, I am insane but for my future and my career, I already have no choice. This is the way I forced myself to fight till the end. Well, now I normally study 24 hours on weekend but about weekdays, I study until 2-3 'o' clock MIDNIGHT. So suddenly I've become a coffee-aholic. I had promised to proof to everyone that I CAN DO IT. No matter what happens, I will fight till the end. I really hope that don't ever try this on you. Maybe you can think of your own solution for study but try not to be like me.

My 17th Birthday Party

Wow! it was fun last night, my family and i decided to invite all my friends, my Uncles, my

Aunties, my Grandparents, my Cousins and my Parent's friends to my house for celebrate

my 17th birthday. The party started at 8.00 pm. All my guest arrived at 8.30 pm. I was told to

wait until all the guest come then i can started eating...I was very hungry at that time. When all

the guest arrived, i quickly rush into the kitchen and take my food then I took my XO for my

friends to try. All my drink until drunk but the funniest thing is my friend and i forced one of my

friend drink whole glass of XO, that guy really drunk. ^^but lucky i didn't get drunk but my face

turned red. It was cool, it was fun, it was awesome, it was the happiest night. We all played until

midnight. All of us really have a good time. Besides that, I got many present from my friends and

my uncles and my aunties, and many ang pao from my father's friends. This is my happiest

birthday ever and i will never forget it.

Recorded @ 6.11 pm, 12.10.08 Sun